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Ever had a pain rush through your chest? A sensation that fills you and leaves just as it came? Standing there in the dark wondering why. Sometimes I am amazed at what control the mind has on the body. Observation turned to emotion, emotion turned to physical feeling. It is not unusual, its not what got me to sit down and write these words. I just wondered if there was a match for this that aligns with something good? Am I back to where I was the week before? Is this pain/sensation the very same one used to represent pleasure? Is it all about how I interpret the physical feelings through the emotions playing in my head at the time? It would seem so … It makes me think about how simple some of the systems in our bodies are and how complicated our minds make them seem.

The day before I saw an empty door way and wanted the impossible. Again my head making things complicated, the feeling was not welcome. Strange how your mind works with your wants and fears to play these tricks on itself. Sub-conscience experiments? I cannot say they are of the worse kind, because my greatest pleasures and some of my greatest pains come from the outside. Buttons I never knew were there until someone pressed them, buttons you cannot reach on your own, buttons you may not know exist. How many of these buttons are there for the world to use on me?

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